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We’re going to NYC on Saturday to see the Radio City Rockettes Christmas show & to spend the day just going around shopping in the Big Apple. im excited but im not at the same time. I think I’d be a little more excited if i wasn’t going with the people I work with & two five year old’s. I’m nineteen, i don’t connect with anyone i work with because they’re all 40 years+ & i can’t possibly connect/ have a decent conversation with two five year old’s one of which i don’t even know.
I like going to the city though, because no one knows me, & NYC welcomes people who are different, who look different, & who have a mind of their own. I have a septum piercing & three tattoos on my wrist/ forearm. I dress differently, I’m a curvy girl I’m not this stick thin girl, but NYC welcomes that. They really don’t judge a book by its cover. I wont get weird stares like i do when im in the area i live or where i work. It’s an adventure every time i go there. What’s going to happen? Who will i see? What will i see?
It’s a bit freeing from what im used to. I’m used to being told i can’t be original or myself. I get told im unprofessional at least twice a week from my boss & co-workers, in one way or another. So it will be a little bit of a change & to be able to express myself the way i want to, & not have to worry about what people will say. Truth is I could really careless what people think or say about me, but when that’s all you hear, it gets a little redundant (if you ask me). I just think it will be a nice little change for a few hours of my life, because when Monday comes around its going to just be the same song & dance as it normally is around here.


